hmmm...

I am begining to realize that I need to be better about getting out and about.  Its my summer break and I have spent it in the house watching dogs.  Not that I mind but right now my life is just to complicated.  Im trying to find balance in the world of chaos.

Saturday I went out with Steph and some friends from work..  I had a great time until they mentioned going to the metro...i was felling good. The beach has a lot of stuff going on... almost took my mind off of not being able to be where i wanted to be and who i wanted to be with.  Im still a little mad about that. I knew that it was only a matter of time.

Hoping next weekend will have more of fun filled.  or rest filled.