I am begining to realize that I need to be better about getting out and about. Its my summer break and I have spent it in the house watching dogs. Not that I mind but right now my life is just to complicated. Im trying to find balance in the world of chaos.
Saturday I went out with Steph and some friends from work.. I had a great time until they mentioned going to the metro...i was felling good. The beach has a lot of stuff going on... almost took my mind off of not being able to be where i wanted to be and who i wanted to be with. Im still a little mad about that. I knew that it was only a matter of time.
Hoping next weekend will have more of fun filled. or rest filled.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
non existant...
OK... so Ive been out of it for a while... Social life is truly non existant. Work is burning me out and trying to keepup with whats happening in my life is hard. I told someone the other day that once you get married your social life goes right out the window. I hanvent been anywhere in the lst 3 months. its time for a trip to miami or atlanta... i miss my people. I miss the stress free fun.
I reallize how tired i was today when all I could do was just shake my head to keep myself from falling asleep and to not get irritable with the kids. Working with no break tim is draining. As soon as summer schoo ends Im going away for the week... I need to... I have too... for my sanity. I just wonder what in the world is going on. I worked hard to get my kids up to where they were why arent other teachers. Why are there so many gaps to fill?
I reallize how tired i was today when all I could do was just shake my head to keep myself from falling asleep and to not get irritable with the kids. Working with no break tim is draining. As soon as summer schoo ends Im going away for the week... I need to... I have too... for my sanity. I just wonder what in the world is going on. I worked hard to get my kids up to where they were why arent other teachers. Why are there so many gaps to fill?
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Spring break!!!
Sooo Im am now chillin in Atlanta visiting some of my favorite people. Yesterday I spent the day relaxing after the long drive. My friend had to work so I was alone for a while.
Today is gonna be another long day. I am just glad to take a break from life. I wanna go out and about today. Im also starving. but then again Im always hungry.
Full of random thoughts: like food... going back to school... wanting to get back into modeling... going to the gym...
Today is gonna be another long day. I am just glad to take a break from life. I wanna go out and about today. Im also starving. but then again Im always hungry.
Full of random thoughts: like food... going back to school... wanting to get back into modeling... going to the gym...
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